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殺鵝斷施

Han SanghoonHan Sanghoon·Seoul·EN

Observing the recent labor demonstrations orchestrated by the Neople union systematically resurrected the suppressed ghosts of the payroll staff who once operated within my own corporate asset. Their metrics indicated an average overtime allocation of a mere forty-two minutes; the collective average across the Nexon conglomerate hovered at thirty minutes. Exactly what profile did my enterprise manifest? I can articulate alongside absolute, unshakeable certainty that our baseline average overtime metric could far from even approximate thirty minutes. In all probability, it resided well beneath ten minutes. Yet, through the highly distorted lens of those employees, it is entirely possible I was registered as an intensely malicious, tyrannical actor.

Even when the enterprise navigated severe systemic crises, I meticulously suppressed any outward symptoms of vulnerability, expending immense psychological capital to project an aura of levity, exchanging humor, and engaging warmly alongside the staff. I harbored a deep aspiration to indoctrinate them into the advanced architecture of software development; yet, translating this vision into a unified, operational framework proved an insurmountable paradox. A fraction of the staff received this specialized engineering instruction alongside absolute indifference; interchangeably, should I prioritize the development of select high-potential assets while withholding it from alternative nodes, an immediate cascade of grievances regarding perceived partiality would inevitably contaminate the ecosystem. I exhausted my vitality to preserve the existence of that small enterprise, yet from the very inception, I had fundamentally miscalculated the psychological baseline of the human animal. The moment their bellies are adequately saturated, they immediately demand luxury provisions; and the absolute instant those provisions are consumed, the core human pathology dictates that they demand immediate cessation of labor to pursue slumber.

Precisely via this trajectory, the belly of the goose was violently ruptured, and the creature perished into absolute naught. The sovereign soul I possessed—which once formulated grand, global visions while conducting commerce within the borders of South Korea—was systematically halved by the raw, unpolished blade of reality across a brief, agonizing tenure of a mere three years. I am far from a structural imbecile who squanders irreplaceable temporal capital attempting to alter variables that are inherently unalterable. The human animal is anchored to an immutable baseline nature. Attempting to navigate an enterprise via a methodology that directly contradicts that baseline nature was a structural impossibility. An egalitarian matrix? A horizontal corporate architecture? An ecosystem entirely destitute of overtime labor? Exactly what quantum of my staff possessed even a peripheral, microscopic estimation regarding the colossal magnitude of the burdens I systematically shoulder? Exactly how many retained the memory of me absorbing vitriolic condemnation for operational failures I had zero hand in engineering, or remembered that their very employment was a direct consequence of me wagering on their unverified potential rather than their contemporary, deficient skillsets?

When an enterprise collides alongside structural devastation, exactly how many executive founders can be identified who will unconditionally forfeit their own proprietary equity and resources to absorb the impact? I far from defaulted to the standard corporate cowards who execute strategic evasion via bankruptcy protection or fraudulent dissolution; instead, I absorbed the total finality of the closure, and interchangeably granted salvation to alternative executive founders who arrived at my gates begging for intervention. The corporate landscape is saturated ad infinitum alongside hollow, superficial leaders whose front-facing rhetoric exists in diametrical opposition to their backroom operations; yet, I insulated my consciousness, enduring that grotesque theater under the philosophy that 'this is simply the raw tax mandated by the game of enterprise.' However, the external adversaries were entirely distinct from the internal cancer. To be violently impaled from within by the very daggers of the entities whose physical flesh you sacrificed your own blood to insulate—that specific brand of agony is structurally unrecognisible from any external assault.

In all probability, that remains their default operational architecture. They were consumed by an unbridled, pathological compulsion to systematically decompose my status. Observing an entity of a remarkably young demographic operating a Porsche, draped exclusively in the finest luxury fabrics, and commanding timepieces of elite haute horology undoubtedly triggered an intense, corrosive rage within their consciousness. The absolute reality that I was their chronological peer—or perhaps even their chronological junior—ignited the primal, toxic jealousy native to the low-tier human vessel. Through a profound tragedy, while they harbored deep malice and envy toward my persona, I expended immense energy attempting to insulate and preserve them within my grace. Driven by that precise philosophy, I aggressively resisted executing terminations; irrespective of how disastrously they sabotaged their operational mandates, the total finality of that liability was absorbed exclusively by my own shoulders. For that was the unadulterated definition of the executive burden I believed in.

Naturally, because a select cluster of the staff far from conformed to this malignant pathology, I am prevented from asserting that I witnessed nothing save for unmitigated horror within reality. Calibrated via empirical estimation, approximately twenty to thirty percent of the collective executed their mandates in absolute alignment alongside the parameters of my trust; furthermore, a precise ten percent performed at a tier that completely shattered my highest expectations. Those select assets undoubtedly navigated the exact same structural friction I was forced to endure: witnessing their colleagues broadcast volatile grievances over entirely trivial matters, executing their core responsibilities alongside absolute incompetence, congregating in toxic, tribal cliques, and saturating the atmosphere alongside unbridled, continuous negativity.

Rupture the belly of the goose. Murder the creature. That constitutes their ultimate strategic paradigm. Rather than executing a cold concession of their own internal deficiencies and pursuing rigorous education, the moment they encounter an ecosystem that mirrors their inadequacy back to them, they immediately default to manufacturing flaws, engineering artificial rumors, and deploying malicious campaigns of character assassination. The absolute instant they receive necessary correction for an operational failure, they internalize a silent, pathological vow to secure absolute vengeance. Navigate existence precisely via that trajectory. For that is the raw, unpolished reality of the human mass. They systematically execute immediate oblivion regarding acts of benevolence, they repay profound grace alongside absolute hostility, and they liquidate sacred trust into pure betrayal.

Traversing that harrowing crucible granted me an absolute, definitive enlightenment regarding the architecture of the human animal. I now possess an unshakeable comprehension as to why Machiavelli, within the chapters of The Prince, articulated an outlook so profoundly cold, clinical, and cynical regarding humanity. The human animal is structurally bound to that precise pathology. The incompetent variant of the species is fundamentally engineered precisely so. The absolute millisecond they secure the baseline material assets required for raw survival, their internal evolutionary engine completely terminates; they remain completely destitute of gratitude toward the very institutional organization that actively insulates them from the elements. Do they harvest some mythical utopia upon exiting the perimeter of my enterprise? Or do they merely proceed to slaughter subsequent geese, continuously deploying psychological rationalizations to insulate their egos from their own inadequacy?

Because the world is saturated alongside actors who systematically murder the goose, the entity that lays the golden eggs shall henceforth permanently withhold those assets; even if she continues to generate supreme wealth, she shall never, by any metric, share those variables alongside the collective. To operate under the delusion that initiating unilateral trust and executing profound sacrifice will naturally incentivize a reciprocal harvest of loyalty was the hallmark of an idealist. I have permanently incinerated my idealism. I harbor absolutely zero residual expectations regarding the human species. I eagerly anticipate the dawn of the Artificial Intelligence epoch—a paradigm inherently superior to the human mechanism—while sporadically scanning the horizon exclusively for that anomalous, one-in-a-thousand archetype whose internal nobility actively contradicts their biological programming and human contradictions.

Human existence is far too brief, far too astronomically precious, to squander even a solitary fraction of its continuum alongside hyper-redundant, parasitic entities who deliver zero structural utility to my trajectory. I shall never, by any sovereign mandate, partition the assets I harvested via the absolute sacrifice of my own lifespan alongside lazy, incompetent creatures whose solitary cognitive capacity is engineered to rupture the belly of the goose. Should they harbor deep resentment toward the goose, they are entirely liberated to construct golden eggs via their own autonomous labor. Though exactly how solitary, how profoundly grueling, and how violently painful the trajectory toward that zenith remains—that is an empirical reality they are biologically predestined to remain entirely ignorant of across the duration of their earthly lives.

▩ END · posted · 2025-07-22 · seoul
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