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Han SanghoonHan Sanghoon·Seoul·EN

The most crystalline realization I have gathered throughout the course of my existence is the absolute necessity of avoiding conflicts alongside ignorant individuals. To be entirely precise, it is far from merely avoiding the conflict that reigns supreme; rather, it is the absolute mandate that zero points of entanglement must exist alongside them from the very inception. Individuals who are ignorant or congested with a deep-seated inferiority complex overwhelmingly manifest raw, emotional reactions toward the exact same piece of feedback. Because they are oblivious, having their ignorance directly pointed out inflicts a stinging wound; and for those harboring a severe deficit of self-assurance, it acts as though they are systematically inflicting a far harsher lash upon their own selves utilizing that very inferiority. Ultimately, to refrain from engaging in futile, emotional skirmishes alongside these entities, one must discern precisely who they are within the briefest span of time imaginable and distance oneself to the absolute periphery. That constitutes the definitive path to navigating a far more tranquil existence.

In that specific regard, I found myself wondering whether the foundational operational philosophy of Google was birthed from precisely this species of rationale. Google administers an astronomically colossal magnitude of services, yet they scarcely operate a customer service center that engages in direct human communication. Astonishingly, despite refraining from running a direct support channel and conducting interactions strictly through systematic frameworks rather than human-to-human contact, they exist as an indisputable, world-class enterprise both in name and reality. Had they chosen to listen to every single variation of request, feedback, and grievance from absolutely the entire populace, an astronomical financial toll would have been entirely unavoidable.

While navigating the terrains of B2B and B2G, I experienced these precise structural dilemmas upon a far more gargantuan scale. No matter how many years human beings consume, they remain fundamentally indistinct from petulant children. Even when the error rests unequivocally upon their own shoulders, should the alternate party manifest anger, preposterous scenarios frequently unfold where they blurt out, "Why on earth are you raising your voice?" It can be deemed the absolute, flawless manifestation of the proverb: 'The one who passed the foul air erupts in fury first.' Becoming entangled alongside individuals who beg for a solitary coin, crumb by crumb, within an organization that radiates a thoroughly suffocating stench is an intensely agonizing chore.

A truly wise individual, upon unearthing the fundamental catalyst behind a recurring agony, will invariably expend their entire vitality toward eradicating the root of the dilemma. If one continues to experience the identical discomfort yet fails to sever oneself from that friction, from that specific juncture onward, one forfeits the right to lay blame upon external entities. Because I command a perfect awareness of exactly what species of person I am, and because I know with absolute certainty that associating alongside such creatures is something I utterly cannot tolerate, I had zero choice but to embark upon the path that completely resolves the issue. It is a profound irony. In the chapters of the past, I pursued enterprise out of a desperate desire to materialize a singular success of any variation; yet contemporary to this moment, I am compelled to execute business solely for the sake of the genuine existence I explicitly crave. It has transformed into the absolute, foundational labor required to possess the ultimate sovereignty over myself and to completely capture the life I yearn for.

Through navigating this species of existence, when the day finally dawns where I am capable of living the life I envision, exactly what species of sentiment will wash over me? When I actually grasp the affairs I have so intensely and protractedly yearned for, what will that sensation truly feel like? Individuals who command both peerless competence and magnificent character. A minuscule, elite organization composed strictly of those whom I personally validate—that is fully sufficient. If a minority entity can exert a monumental, sweeping influence upon the entire world, that is entirely enough. There exists zero necessity to cultivate deep bonds alongside the masses. I merely require the distinct, select few who flawlessly align with my disposition, and it is fully sufficient if I, too, manifest as one of those individuals. Banish ignorance to the absolute periphery and master the self. Cleansing my internal slate with a spirit akin to entering deep meditation, I remain in wait.

▩ END · posted · 2025-09-02 · seoul
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